Wow, present tense, Oliver? James was a character I liked straight away, but that throughout I had plenty moments of hating too. And it cost us everything. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. I'm inclined to believe that James is still alive, as it doesn't seem to fit with his character to leave that note for Oliver if he was intending to die. Language: R (136 swears 74 'f'); Mature Content: PG-13 Vague, undescriptive sex, mention eating disorder, drinking, and smoking, overdose Violence: PG-13 Rough "play" that results in injury, descriptive murder . I went to Meredith. There were four years between then and you getting released, and I swear to God I could not keep living my life the way I was. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply", "It was good that I had taken the time to breathe before setting the scene into motion, because once the door opened, complaining slightly at its hinges, my lungs stopped. I am not blaming you! Oliver is eager to reunite with James, who had eventually stopped visiting, but is informed that he drowned himself four years earlier. Realizing their time is up, James kisses Oliver onstage. I didnt even wait for her to come home., I texted her, told her I was going away for a while, maybe my sisters.. .. It was good that I had taken the time to breathe before setting the scene into motion, because once the door opened, complaining slightly at its hinges, my lungs stopped. james doesn't want to be found. M. L. Rio: If we were villains. If We Were Villains <br> by M.L. i want him to be alive but the grief was already killing him at dellcher.. and then the one person he feels more for than anyone else takes the fall for him. Its one of the best books Ive read so far in 2022! Its got a gripping plot, and a selection of likeable, even if sometimes slightly stuck up characters. Rio. Just a quick warning: there are some mentions of suicidal tendencies (as we know how the actual book ended, I think theres no not touching the subject) and a few mentions of canon angst, death and violence, but nothing happening currently and nothing graphic, either. ISBN. A fleeting thought of Meredith ran through my head, but only for a second. Do you wish I had done it? He asked me, flatly. I think coffee would be great, thank you.. The students are briefly questioned by the police, led by Detective Colborne, and Richard's death is ruled a drunken accident. What is it with Oliver and Jameses relationship ambiguity like there's literally a full fledge gay character there why are they all acting like it's uncharted alien territory they are exploring. He wasnt done yet, but his rant grew smaller, sadder. I knew when youd be getting out, and I waited. Said in words others could hear, but only I would listen to. Gold Derby recently conducted a poll asking viewers of "Australian Survivor: Heroes V Villains" to name who played the best pre-merge game, and it's a tie between two members of the so-called Spice Girls alliance Shonee Bowtell and George Mladenov both receive 36% support. The novel concerns a murder mystery surrounding Oliver Marks, a former actor at the fictional Dellecher Shakespeare conservatory and primarily takes place during his fourth and final year at the conservatory. Until that year, we saw no further than the books in front of our faces.<br>On the day Oliver Marks is released from jail, the man who put him there is waiting at the door. No, I dont think so. At that, James crashed his lips against mine, rearranging himself above me, taking me in, as I allowed him to do whatever he liked. Oliver is finally being released. If We Were Villains was named one of Bustle's Best Thriller Novels of the Year, and Mystery Scene says, "A well-written and gripping ode to the . This was very self-indulgent for me to write, and I really needed to get this scene out of my head and into something real, so I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. Oliver is assigned the part of Banquo and is surprised to see James, rather than Richard, appear as Macbeth on Halloween night. Ten years ago, Marks and his six classmates were . I also really liked that the book was divided into Acts as it helped to drive the action and was a lovely nod to the Shakespearean aspects of the novel. Rio. For strength, in case no one did. IMO, it ties into the bird imagery. I raised my voice. Work Search: If We Were Villains is such an intricate, multi faceted read that there is no doubt I will get more from it when I . Detective Colborne is retiring, but before he does, he wants to know what really happened a decade ago. We fell asleep right there, on James small couch, with him draped over me like a human blanket, his limbs lost in mine, and our breathing happening in synch. The two tentatively resume their relationship. Of us. I stood ready to poke at a broken nose, ready to see if it would still bleed out, or if maybe, only maybe, I could find a way to unbreak it. He had killed himself, drowned, joining his sins in the only way he knew how. M.L. maybe he was saying to find him in the next life? Something great. I answered and, in the same breath, I allowed the magnets to snap together. The events of "If We Were Villains" told from Filippa's perspective. If wed crossed this line before everything happened.. plus philipa saying he felt the emotion on four it makes sense that hes dead youre right. So, I think his note to Oliver is to say that hes killed James and has adapted a new self - one that is free of the torment that James suffered from. If We Were Villains is a great story written by M.L. For years, Thaisa lives hidden away from the rest of society as a priestess, believing her husband to have died in the storm, until the goddess Diana helps them reunite. Do you think it wouldve have been different? Oliver is now 31, a quiet, likeable man with a heavy past. To me, this is one of the most heartbreaking scenes in the book, as we really see how tortured James is by what he's done. He just left all his trauma behind. He proceeds to call Meredith a slut and gets in a physical argument with her as well. His inner dialogue was trying to convince himself the kid was trying to start shit just for the sake of starting shit, but after the bitter feeling of pure jealously settles deep within his stomach, he needs to confide in somebody. A place to connect with other Dark Academics. I picked this up after seeing lots of glowing reviews for it on social media, and Im really glad that I did! Like, the scene where Oliver realizes Wren and James probably like each other and something clenched uncomfortably in his chest ??? Expertly plotted, beautifully written, If We Were Villains will keep you riveted through its final, electrifying moments." Cynthia D'Aprix Sweeney, New York Times bestselling author of The Nest "If We Were Villains is a whip-smart, chilling tale of a group of Shakespeare students who are, as the Bard put it, "a little more than kin . I blinked away the wetness building in my eyes, and pretended not to feel the crashing weight on my chest. And, yes, I am including Richard in the ones responsible for his death. If We Were Villains is a great story written by M.L. All that was left was an odd feeling of peace, one I was afraid would disappear as soon as James woke up, when the quiet of sleep would be interrupted with our having to face the reality of our situation. 100% loved and adored this novel. Only long enough for me to finally realize that I could never give myself to her like that, no matter how much I loved her, no matter how attracted to her I ever was. Richard was off the rails, James, and it had nothing to do with anyone but himself. If We Were Villains, written by M. L. Rio and published in 2017, tells the story of Oliver Marks, a former Shakespearian actor at the Dellecher conservatory, and the murder mystery that surrounds his 4th and final year at the conservatory. But I think I need to hear you say it. They never found a body. Because as much as it might hurt you to know, I do love Meredith. In this secluded world of firelight and leather-bound books, Oliver and his friends play the same roles onstage and off: hero, villain, tyrant, temptress, ingnue, extras. He uses a mash-up of different lines from Lear to try to tell Oliver what he's going through without saying it outright using the Fool's line from Act 1, Scene 4 and then skipping ahead to a scene between Edmund and Edgar. Then there was Alexander, who spent the better part of the first few years avoiding everything and everyone, Wren who just flew back to London and never looked back, not that I blame her. And since the subtext is "wait for me or come find me" that does not mean he means it in this life or world. James was all there was; the whole fucking universe and every rhyme ever written. Someone had to carry the guilt, after all, and James lungs were occupied. He nodded and rested his head back on my chest. If you have or are going to readIf We Were Villains, Id love to hear your thoughts. James, I know youre angry and you have a right to be. I know it is a stretch but that is what came to my mind. We were drawn to each other like magnets, not even aware of how our bodies seemed to instinctively want to close the distance between them. Rio has crafted this story with such skill, and a way with words that will keep you lured into the dark and mysterious world he has created inside the elite arts academy. The notes connotation may also be just to remind Oliver of their time in del Norte, a happy moment. We were blind., Yeah, we were. No words were necessary, at this point, to be honest. And then a letter arrived, and as I read Pericless last words, again and again, written in James hasty penmanship, the world flipped again. Just to breathe. i agree with you. I had, in the space of only a few weeks, revisited my most traumatic experience, one that had put me away in a cell for a third of my life. It is very hard to put this novel down, because the framing hints at what is to come . Spice Girls, unite! I thought you might finally do it, since a dead man couldnt be convicted anymore. Sure, they're utter trainwrecks who would be unendurable in real . I really wish there was a sequelbut then again the book ended perfectly, Just finished this and had to jump right to Reddit. Like tf are ya dum. I think James loved Oliver dearly, but he also is definitely dead in my opinion. (There are no mentions of him being alive in this fic, so don't get your hopes up.). Ugh thank you for this, I didnt see that connection til now, I have to say I liked this ending better than The Secret Histories ending. Filippa sends Oliver James' suicide note, which James had addressed to him. Truth isn't stranger than fiction despite Mark Twain's best efforts to convince you. Rio that read. I loved him and Meredith from the jump. 4 guests He buried his face in the crook of my neck, and my hands made their way up and down his back, soothing him. And you do? She would not have given Oliver the letter if it ensued any sort of false hope for him. If We Were Villains by M. L. Rio. When the door is obviously answered by said death-faker (because obviously), the dramatic love birds have to sort a few things out before they can actually get together. So that was it, for a while. And in all my love for literature, there was only one thing I knew for sure. If We Were Villains - M.L. Rio, inspired by the secret history by donna tartt, I love you so much it scares me half to death (The other half I guess Im giving to you), Alexanders confused but he has the spirit, And Richards still dead (small victories), The Course Of True Love Never Did Run Smooth, Alexander is really not ok guys he needs help, I didn't like the way Oliver handled the situation in the library, No beta we die likemy sleep schedule apparently, but i found it cute and interesting to explore, this is my first time writing a straight couple, I have no clue when the other parts will come out, the sexual content isn't bad it's super brief, you got a nine to five (so i'll take the night shift), I'm not saying that you love me (I'm not saying anything). Its easy. Youve always known why.. It went like that for maybe a few minutes, until my fingers stopped at his left temple, and I finally met his eyes. Would that fit his character? ", -------------------------OR-----------------------------------, Oliver knocks on the door of an abandoned cottage where he hopes that the man he went to jail to protect is inside waiting for him after faking his own death (seriously, this is another level of be gay do crime, this is where being a dramatic bitch takes you). Why you didnt try to overrun the sentence. Upon researching James' death online, Oliver learns that James' body was never found. James and Oliver. If We Were Villains, written by M. L. Rio and published in 2013, 2017, tells the story of Oliver Marks, a former Shakespearian actor at the Dellecher conservatory, and the murder mystery that surrounds his 4th and final year at the conservatory. See a recent post on Tumblr from @secrethistoryfan about if we were villains. It is. He said, looking down at his hands. Before Colborne can make an arrest, Oliver confesses to Richard's murder, using a slightly tweaked version of James' story. Also, english isnt my first language, so Im sorry for any mistakes. And I wouldnt have regretted it.. Now, he hovered above me, the curls of his overgrown hair falling at the sides of his face, producing a curtain, a shield keeping the rest of the world at bay. So how is fake dying going to help with his guilt, if anything that makes his life harder with all the new hiding and secrecy and isolation which is a perfect habitat to stir negative soul consuming emotions. Oliver Marks has just served ten years in jail - for a murder he may or may not have committed. Discover more posts about if we were villains, oliver marks, classic books, james farrow, grey academia, literature quotes, and iwwv. The plot is framed as the memories of Oliver Marks upon his release from prison, as told to the former detective who put him there. And, if Im honest, part of me felt avenged by the idea that you would suffer a bit, too. I knew it was a much more loaded question than just that, and I needed that record to be set straight once and for all. It has always been like that. 1. But whenever you appeared as a choice on the cards, that is the one I picked. Hi, was his reply, another breath, another exhale. Thank you, I renewed it all myself. Reddit and its partners use cookies and similar technologies to provide you with a better experience. And in this case the letter does get to Romeo (Oliver) in time and he finds his Juliet (James). He went about his little kitchen, putting the kettle on and then sorting out their drinks. I kissed the top of his head. Because there, in that moment, with his skin sweating against mine, I realized I didnt really care what we did next. No, no. Look, I never thought she was my biggest fan, okay? Since I couldnt count on the others to help me, I went by myself. I think James is dead. Their reconnection is very fast paced because I personally believe that weve had enough slow-burn in the actual book, so lets just let the boys be happy together as fast as we can. James tries to help him, but is stopped by Alexander, who suggests they should let him die and thus end his reign of terror. Content Transparency: This book contains adult material, including forms of violence/self-harm, scenes of emotional intensity, offensive language, and substance abuse. The last and only kiss we had ever shared had been a fleeting thing, almost unnoticeable, and how it felt had been lost in my brain amongst everything else that happened that night. Change), You are commenting using your Twitter account. If you liked this review, I post more of them on my socials. So, Im sorry, but disappearing was easier than coming back to see you in that place every few months.. I had already decided it would be easier on everyone if I just disappeared., Yeah, I thought about that, too. Are you telling me you only found out about that after you were released? I think he faked his death for Meredith (and maybe Wren) for their closure. and if we follow Pericles, he was also separated from his family and they thought he was dead before reuniting. Ai tempi della condanna, non tutti erano convinti della sua colpevolezza, in primis il detective Colborne, che ora lo attende fu . Shylock Victim or Villain? I wanted to sob. His eyes, still cloudy with sleep, widened as he took in the sight of me, standing at his doorstep. He just left all his trauma behind. In this secluded world of firelight and leather-bound books, Oliver and his friends play the same roles onstage and off: hero, villain, tyrant, temptress, ingnue, extras. Yes, Meredith was scared, and hurt but she was also jealous., Dont do that. Where the end of scene 7 should have gone. The novel drew mixed reviews. It has always been about that, even when we didnt know it was.. I saw the bruises all over her body, both faded and fresh new. All that mattered was James mouth making its way through every inch of me, every minor corner of my body. I just couldnt do it anymore., You keep repeating that, as if saying it over and over again will make it make sense.. Genre: mystery/thriller. Then gave him a minute to cool down before I went on, keeping my voice low. aka James' pov (mostly) behind the original . As much as her betrayal hurt me too, I wasnt about to sit there and listen to Jamess rant about her and not say a word. If James Farrow was what it felt like to get lost in between the stars, then I didnt ever want to be found. We were drawn to each other like . Published in 2017, Rio's first book is thrilling, dark and absorbs you immediately into its world. Villains: Wren. A decade ago: Oliver is one of seven young Shakespearean actors at Dellecher Classical Conservatory, a place of keen ambition and fierce competition. ", -------------------------OR-----------------------------------, Oliver knocks on the door of an abandoned cottage where he hopes that the man he went to jail to protect is inside waiting for him after faking his own death (seriously, this is another level of be gay do crime, this is where being a dramatic bitch takes you). Yes, that. And, God, Meredith deserves a world of her own, someone who makes her feel the way James makes me feel. He, suddenly, raised his head and spoke. Thank you for reading my rant. So, of course, I would jump at the slightest chance that he might be alive, waiting for me in a place that would be only ours to find. Until loving him was more dangerous than the consequences of what we did.. "Despite being a classic Flash villain, the original Captain Boomerang spent more time fighting Green Arrow in this universe His last appearance was in the Arrow season 5 finale, where he cornered Malcolm Merlyn who had stepped on a landmine, they both exploded" I told you this, a long time ago. Not when I found out, not when I stepped up to take the fall for you. The house stood just as abandoned from the outside as I remembered, from all those years ago, when we had been there last. Macbeth had gone entirely fine, more than fine, if you'd asked him. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. But dont you dare put it all on me, how everything unfolded. Richard began to taunt and threaten him, eventually making a homophobic remark in which he accused James and Oliver of being in love with one another and threatening to drown James in the lake. However, in the coming weeks, Richard grows more violent and begins to attack his fellow students, including his girlfriend Meredith, James, and Oliver, onstage during Caesar. Maybe some things would have been different in the overall plot, but I dont think it would have changed the ending. I almost frowned, not quite understanding his surprise. It sounds like he drown himself off the San Juan islands in Washington (where I live), in the winter time the water is cold and rough and deep, no matter how much dragging they did, its still the ocean, not a lake. They became used to playing particular roles, on stage and in daily life, from the hero to his best friend, the tyrant, the temptress, and the ruler. Rio 354 pages. This always seemed to be the case for James and me, all those years ago and all these years after. In and out. (Destiel vibes). 27 Feb 2023 03:01:03 An exploration of Filippa and Camilo's relationship, which I'm not even sure is canon but found interesting to explore anyway. From $1.46. Having made halfway friends . Well, too bad. Oliver, I thought they would tell you right away, I thought they would give you the note right away. 10 years after the events, Oliver is approached by the former police officer who investigated his . Some of the dialogue written out in a script-form, particularly when they are performing or rehearsing for plays. In the days of Shakespeare, many of the people were anti-Semitic. The film was announced . And I would go down for it; I did go down for it. They were best friends and some could argue soul mates, doesnt mean they would have been good partners. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Discover short videos related to if we were villains james and oliver on TikTok. But even with all the guilt he just had to try to have a chance of real happiness with Oliver. On the day Oliver Marks is released from jail, the man who put him there is waiting at the door. He also desperately tried to avoid Meredith, but she snuck her way into his mind and filled it with ugly, hot flashes of guilt. It didnt matter how ungracefully we fell on the mattress, or how we cracked up laughing at the absurdity of two thirty-something adults acting like teenagers, never able to get enough of each other. Our words were touching midair, and I could feel his breath. 10 years after he was sent to prison for murder, Oliver Marks is finally ready to tell the truth about what really happened on that night, and the time leading up to his arrest. [1]. After Oliver visits Meredith over winter break, they grow closer and begin dating and sleeping together more often. We gave ourselves to each other as the waves crashed outside. Oliver and James return to Lear, only to see Colborne waiting in the wings. Truth is, I couldnt say myself, and it was probably the both of you. Hi, I said, softly, not being able to help the stupid grin growing on my face. " ?". Truth is, maybe my own perception of James had been roughed up by the knowledge of what he had done, but James himself had never been a rough person, so there was no plausible reason why I should think his kissing would be anything but soft and tender. I remembered there was an abandoned cottage near the beach, in Del Norte. But it also alludes that Oliver can never find normal/peace. In the morning, the fourth-years find themselves facing their very own tragedy, and their greatest acting challenge yet: convincing the police, each other, and themselves that they are innocent. Oliver meets up with Meredith, moves in with her and slowly finds his way back to a somewhat normal everyday. Wasnt the note he left me supposed me to bring me here all along? Detective Colborne is retiring, but before he does, he wants to know what really happened a decade ago. I dont care how it sounds, not anymore., No, listen to me, James. After the show, the students throw a party during which a drunk and jealous Richard ends up attacking James, nearly drowning him in the lake where the play was staged. Not ever. Truth be told, there was a part of me that refused to hope, and maybe that was what kept me from simply combusting on the spot. I felt sorry for her being always the one left behind, but I couldnt give her what she deserved. iwwv if we were villains oliver marks james farrow. Not too soon, I shook my head. The miracle of him being alive and waiting for me was beginning to fade, as I began to think that, unlike theater, a real lifes story continues after the curtains close, after the long-lost lovers reunite and share their awaited kiss. First line: "The time: September 1997, my fourth and final year at Dellecher Classical Conservatory." James takes Wren to bed with him, his revenge on Oliver. Oliver is freed from a physical cage while James frees himself from an emotional one. Its not that, its just it makes me sad., Yeah. You might have been the one to give the blow, but that was all, and it was self-defense. Even if she eventually went through with it, and confessed it all the same, even if everything ended just as it did; I had hoped she would at least hesitate before giving us all up. Its just this, I dont understand it., To be honest, maybe I dont understand it either, not fully. No. I, too, dont believe in coincidences (especially in literature) and James is alive. After the students return from break, they prepare to perform scenes from Romeo and Juliet, another tradition, at the Christmas masquerade ball. oliver finds james alive after being released from prison. 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